边缘的灰烬

洛丝玛丽

<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">边缘的灰烬<span lang="EN-US"><p></p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><p>&nbsp;</p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><p>&nbsp;</p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><p>&nbsp;</p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">北方的雨季如期到来<span lang="EN-US">.</span>干燥的雪花成为记忆的标本<span lang="EN-US">.</span>我总是时不时地就怀念起冬天<span lang="EN-US">.</span>寒风凛冽<span lang="EN-US">.</span>无论走到冬天的任何一个角落<span lang="EN-US">,</span>都可以分享一份属于自己的清寂<span lang="EN-US">.</span>那是一件幸福的事<span lang="EN-US">.</span>可是夏天却不是如此<span lang="EN-US">.</span>只有在这灯火模糊的雨夜里<span lang="EN-US">.</span>潮湿的风带着清凉穿过我的房间时<span lang="EN-US">,</span>我才可以安静下来<span lang="EN-US">,</span>胡思乱想<span lang="EN-US">.<p></p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><p>&nbsp;</p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">独自看窗外的大雨<span lang="EN-US">.</span>哗<span lang="EN-US">.</span>哗<span lang="EN-US">.</span>其实漫天的漆黑里也看不清什么<span lang="EN-US">.</span>但还是像个虔诚的信徒一般伫立守望<span lang="EN-US">.</span>雨水流向梦的深处<span lang="EN-US">.</span>于是那些久远的临近的画面在黑夜中浮出水面<span lang="EN-US">.</span>恍惚不得静止<span lang="EN-US">.</span>远方的上方<span lang="EN-US">.</span>都是灰暗云朵的灰烬<span lang="EN-US">.</span>跳入其中<span lang="EN-US">,</span>是空空的深渊和一个之后才会到来的潮湿的黎明<span lang="EN-US">.<p></p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><p>&nbsp;</p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">日子苍白的近乎令人绝望<span lang="EN-US">.</span>除了考试就是准备考试<span lang="EN-US">.</span>这样的生活过起来倒是简单<span lang="EN-US">.</span>可是索然无味<span lang="EN-US">.</span>也许分数是唯一可以拿来费些唾液的事情<span lang="EN-US">.</span>大家彼此心照不宣<span lang="EN-US">.</span>各自为自己的前程暗自忙碌<span lang="EN-US">.<p></p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><p>&nbsp;</p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">高三离校的那几天<span lang="EN-US">.</span>大家疯一样的涌到四层<span lang="EN-US">.</span>从那些柜子里<span lang="EN-US">,</span>桌子里<span lang="EN-US">,</span>窗台上等等寻找高三即将复习所用的资料<span lang="EN-US">.</span>都是经验啊<span lang="EN-US">.</span>我和大胖子也上去拿了一些<span lang="EN-US">.</span>那时是黄昏<span lang="EN-US">.</span>长长的走廊十分阴暗<span lang="EN-US">.</span>我轻轻地跟着他<span lang="EN-US">,</span>有点恐惧<span lang="EN-US">.</span>好象那些高三的人还坐在教室里<span lang="EN-US">,</span>奋笔答题<span lang="EN-US">.</span>走过那些没有了往日堆积如丘陵的课桌时<span lang="EN-US">,</span>我觉得很压抑<span lang="EN-US">.</span>好象随时会有人大声叫喊你的名字<span lang="EN-US">.</span>你却不知道它在那里<span lang="EN-US">.<p></p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><p>&nbsp;</p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">关于复习资料<span lang="EN-US">,</span>我一科拿了一本<span lang="EN-US">.</span>然后就是搜索到了一本<span lang="EN-US">VISION.</span>一本米开朗琪罗传<span lang="EN-US">.</span>一本战国策<span lang="EN-US">(</span>下<span lang="EN-US">),</span>一本黑格尔辩证法讲演录<span lang="EN-US">.</span>一本张爱玲文集<span lang="EN-US">.</span>还有一本周易辞典<span lang="EN-US">.</span>还有几盘摇滚卡带<span lang="EN-US">.</span>当然<span lang="EN-US">,</span>还有一本后来被很多人传阅的好莱坞青春女星魅力写真<span lang="EN-US">.</span>现在已然不知所踪<span lang="EN-US">.</span>比起我这些乱七八糟的东西<span lang="EN-US">,</span>大胖子找的更为实用<span lang="EN-US">.</span>他找到一本厚厚的字迹娟秀的历史笔记<span lang="EN-US">.</span>我说<span lang="EN-US">,</span>你好好留着<span lang="EN-US">,</span>将来复习用<span lang="EN-US">.</span>他的大脸诡异地一笑<span lang="EN-US">,</span>嘿嘿<span lang="EN-US">,</span>这么好的笔记<span lang="EN-US">,</span>我当然留着<span lang="EN-US">.</span>能卖多少钱呢<span lang="EN-US">.</span>我当时无语<span lang="EN-US">.</span>我们一起离开的时候<span lang="EN-US">,</span>我偷偷地望了望走廊的尽头<span lang="EN-US">.</span>黄昏暗淡的光线里<span lang="EN-US">,</span>我恍惚看见一群陌生的背影<span lang="EN-US">.</span>却又觉得那么熟悉<span lang="EN-US">.</span>那是远离的高三<span lang="EN-US">.</span>那是即将来到这里的我们<span lang="EN-US">.<p></p></span></span></p>

洛丝玛丽

<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><font size="2">夏至之前的日子<span lang="EN-US">,</span>一直在忙碌着会考<span lang="EN-US">.</span>本该觉得疲惫的日子里却发现自己逃课的课时与日俱增<span lang="EN-US">.</span>经常和聂<span lang="EN-US">X</span>动不动就不上课了<span lang="EN-US">.</span>上完体育课<span lang="EN-US">.</span>天太热<span lang="EN-US">.</span>懒得回教室<span lang="EN-US">,</span>就在凉亭里坐下来<span lang="EN-US">,</span>有一句没一句的耗着<span lang="EN-US">.</span>大胖子从来不和我们逃课<span lang="EN-US">.</span>唐也开始安心刻苦学习<span lang="EN-US">.</span>每次和聂<span lang="EN-US">X</span>出来我心底都暗自苦笑<span lang="EN-US">.</span>自己就这么荒废着<span lang="EN-US">?</span>可是夏天这茂盛的无聊我该去哪里消磨<span lang="EN-US">?<p></p></span></font></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><p><font size="2">&nbsp;</font></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><font size="2">阅览报纸的时候会显得不耐烦<span lang="EN-US">.</span>每天发生的事情数不胜数<span lang="EN-US">.</span>可是社会暂且还不需要你来发表意见<span lang="EN-US">.</span>于是我经常质疑人活着的初衷<span lang="EN-US">.</span>是不是这生活本就空虚<span lang="EN-US">,</span>活着只是为了不断地填满它<span lang="EN-US">.<p></p></span></font></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><p><font size="2">&nbsp;</font></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><font size="2">有一天我同桌<span lang="EN-US">.</span>女<span lang="EN-US">.</span>用手指着一本杂志让我看<span lang="EN-US">.</span>我说干吗<span lang="EN-US">.</span>她就开始念<span lang="EN-US">.</span>男生<span lang="EN-US">,</span>每天说话<span lang="EN-US">1600-3000</span>字<span lang="EN-US">.</span>女生<span lang="EN-US">,</span>一天<span lang="EN-US">4000-6000.</span>我又问<span lang="EN-US">,</span>干吗<span lang="EN-US">.</span>她只是指着表示女生的那一行字看着我坏笑<span lang="EN-US">.</span>我经常在我那一小片说<span lang="EN-US">,</span>我是最正常的人<span lang="EN-US">.</span>你们都是变态<span lang="EN-US">.</span>然后他们一起说我最不正常<span lang="EN-US">.</span>我同桌经常说我烦<span lang="EN-US">.</span>她嫌我话多<span lang="EN-US">,</span>而且总是那种东一句西一句漫天飞舞的不着边际的贫<span lang="EN-US">.</span>其实我是在发泄我的苦闷<span lang="EN-US">.</span>我经常不止一次的对她讲<span lang="EN-US">.</span>我够不错的了<span lang="EN-US">.</span>我说这么多话<span lang="EN-US">,</span>只影响你一个人<span lang="EN-US">,</span>不像你烦的那些人干扰到大家<span lang="EN-US">.</span>她却说<span lang="EN-US">,</span>那你更烦<span lang="EN-US">.</span>我只得独自摇头<span lang="EN-US">,</span>心底落满灰烬<span lang="EN-US">.<p></p></span></font></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><p><font size="2">&nbsp;</font></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><font size="2">会考前<span lang="EN-US">,</span>姐姐打来电话<span lang="EN-US">.</span>小子<span lang="EN-US">.</span>你高三的时候<span lang="EN-US">.</span>我给你写信吧<span lang="EN-US">.</span>我啊了一声<span lang="EN-US">.</span>我问为什么<span lang="EN-US">.</span>她说<span lang="EN-US">,</span>没有我你高三挺的过去么<span lang="EN-US">.</span>我当时其实怔住了<span lang="EN-US">.</span>因为我从来没有想过这个问题<span lang="EN-US">.</span>想过自己的高三<span lang="EN-US">.</span>就像我十七岁的末尾<span lang="EN-US">,</span>对于它的流逝<span lang="EN-US">,</span>我却浑然不知<span lang="EN-US">.</span>好象自己一直在流逝之外<span lang="EN-US">.<p></p></span></font></span></p>

洛丝玛丽

<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><font size="2"><span style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">老狼的蓝色理想我已不再哼唱<span lang="EN-US">.</span></span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span><span lang="EN-US" style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">Michelle</span><span style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">的<span lang="EN-US">memory</span>也成了断章<span lang="EN-US">.</span>小红莓不能再带给我同以前一样的激越<span lang="EN-US">.</span>二零零六的夏天我总是有个无意识的动作<span lang="EN-US">.</span>双手掩面<span lang="EN-US">.</span>在无人的教室<span lang="EN-US">,</span>在空旷的车站<span lang="EN-US">.</span>在拥挤的公车上<span lang="EN-US">.</span>在某一个转身过后<span lang="EN-US">.</span>都是我无法回避的失望<span lang="EN-US">.</span>我的心好似在慢慢脱离这个世界<span lang="EN-US">.</span>我的意志已无法与它的期望契合<span lang="EN-US">.</span>所有的设定在我的脑海里凌乱不堪<span lang="EN-US">.</span>我只是想拥抱整个黑夜<span lang="EN-US">.</span>给我无尽的旷野<span lang="EN-US">.</span>给我无穷的风<span lang="EN-US">.</span>给我无终的梦<span lang="EN-US">. <p></p></span></span></font></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><p><font size="2"><span style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">在网上浏览到一首歌词<span lang="EN-US">.</span>其中一句我甚为喜欢<span lang="EN-US">:</span>“</span><span style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: ZH-CN;">我脚踩著云朵随著风穿梭在乱世之中.</span><font face="Times New Roman"><span style="COLOR: green; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: ZH-CN; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 楷体_GB2312;">”</span><span lang="EN-US" style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"> <p></p></span></font></font></p></span></p><p><font size="2"><span style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">在网上浏览到一首歌词<span lang="EN-US">.</span>其中一句我甚为喜欢<span lang="EN-US">:</span>“</span><span style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: ZH-CN;">我脚踩著云朵随著风穿梭在乱世之中.</span><font face="Times New Roman"><span style="COLOR: green; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: ZH-CN; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 楷体_GB2312;">”</span><span lang="EN-US" style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"> <p></p></span></font></font></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><span lang="EN-US" style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><p><span style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><font size="2">雨还在下<span lang="EN-US">.</span>像是要将整个黑夜浸透<span lang="EN-US">.</span>等待夏天的太阳来投射出所有的往事<span lang="EN-US">.</span>可我已不愿在提及那些过往<span lang="EN-US">.</span>哪怕现在乃至将来一段时间里的生活令我绝望<span lang="EN-US">.</span>就像下再大的雨只要是自己一个人<span lang="EN-US">,</span>就不会打伞<span lang="EN-US">.</span>妈妈说我倔强<span lang="EN-US">.</span>朋友说我固执<span lang="EN-US">.</span>我却总是一脸严肃地说<span lang="EN-US">,</span>那是一种信仰<span lang="EN-US">. <p></p></span></font></span></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p></p></span><p></p><span style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><font size="2"><span lang="EN-US"><p></p></span></font></span><p></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><p><font size="2"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312;">花朵的颜色被漂白成风的寂寞<span lang="EN-US">/</span>明媚的阳光是发霉的死火<span lang="EN-US">/</span>海水上涨<span lang="EN-US">/</span>充满纠葛的情感无处停泊<span lang="EN-US">/</span></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-ansi-language: ZH-CN;">洪水涌灭天空的沉默</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312;">/</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-ansi-language: ZH-CN;">凤凰纷飞成黑夜的花火</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312;">/</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312;">冷寂的黑夜<span lang="EN-US">/</span>何时何地完成过往的诉说<span lang="EN-US">/</span>像一场逃脱<span lang="EN-US"> </span></span></font><font size="2"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312;"><span lang="EN-US"><p></p></span></span></font></p></span></p><p><font size="2"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312;">花朵的颜色被漂白成风的寂寞<span lang="EN-US">/</span>明媚的阳光是发霉的死火<span lang="EN-US">/</span>海水上涨<span lang="EN-US">/</span>充满纠葛的情感无处停泊<span lang="EN-US">/</span></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-ansi-language: ZH-CN;">洪水涌灭天空的沉默</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312;">/</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-ansi-language: ZH-CN;">凤凰纷飞成黑夜的花火</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312;">/</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312;">冷寂的黑夜<span lang="EN-US">/</span>何时何地完成过往的诉说<span lang="EN-US">/</span>像一场逃脱<span lang="EN-US"> </span></span></font><font size="2"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312;"><span lang="EN-US"><p></p></span></span></font></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><font size="2"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312;"><span lang="EN-US"><p></p></span></span></font><p></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><p><span style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><font size="2">无法将这一切思索明澈的我一直在揣测我到底在哪个深渊之中<span lang="EN-US">.</span>因为我看不到光<span lang="EN-US">.</span>夏天葱郁的植被和明亮的阳光遮蔽我所有的视野<span lang="EN-US">.</span>我回不到冬日那辽远而又清澈的天空<span lang="EN-US">.</span>自己宛若一个木偶<span lang="EN-US">.</span>行走在烈火的边缘<span lang="EN-US">.</span>不知觉流出的泪水<span lang="EN-US">.</span>悄悄地落成虚无的灰烬<span lang="EN-US">.</span>我在一个梦里<span lang="EN-US">. <p></p></span></font></span></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p></p></span></p><p><span style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><font size="2">无法将这一切思索明澈的我一直在揣测我到底在哪个深渊之中<span lang="EN-US">.</span>因为我看不到光<span lang="EN-US">.</span>夏天葱郁的植被和明亮的阳光遮蔽我所有的视野<span lang="EN-US">.</span>我回不到冬日那辽远而又清澈的天空<span lang="EN-US">.</span>自己宛若一个木偶<span lang="EN-US">.</span>行走在烈火的边缘<span lang="EN-US">.</span>不知觉流出的泪水<span lang="EN-US">.</span>悄悄地落成虚无的灰烬<span lang="EN-US">.</span>我在一个梦里<span lang="EN-US">. <p></p></span></font></span></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><span style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><font size="2"><span lang="EN-US"><p></p></span></font></span><p></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><span style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><font size="2"><span lang="EN-US"><p></p></span></font></span><p></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><p><span style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><font size="2">于是在潮湿的黎明里<span lang="EN-US">.</span>我在梦里转过身去<span lang="EN-US">.</span>阳光晴好<span lang="EN-US">,</span>白雪延着屋顶的脊梁<span lang="EN-US">,</span>匍匐我的苍白<span lang="EN-US">. <p></p></span></font></span></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p></p></span></p><p><span style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><font size="2">于是在潮湿的黎明里<span lang="EN-US">.</span>我在梦里转过身去<span lang="EN-US">.</span>阳光晴好<span lang="EN-US">,</span>白雪延着屋顶的脊梁<span lang="EN-US">,</span>匍匐我的苍白<span lang="EN-US">. <p></p></span></font></span></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p><span style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><font size="2">在醒来的时候<span lang="EN-US">.</span>我听见一个沉重的声音<span lang="EN-US">. <p></p></span></font></span></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><span style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><font size="2"><span lang="EN-US"><p></p></span></font></span><p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><span style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><font size="2"><span lang="EN-US"><p></p></span></font></span><p></p><p></p><p><span style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><font size="2">你的绝望在哪里<span lang="EN-US">. <p></p></span></font></span></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><p><span style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><font size="2">我<span lang="EN-US">. </span></font></span></p><p><span style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><font size="2"><span lang="EN-US"></span></font></span><span lang="EN-US" style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><span style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><font size="2">再次双手掩面<span lang="EN-US">. <p></p></span></font></span><p></p></span></p></span></p><p><span style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><font size="2">我<span lang="EN-US">. </span></font></span></p><p><span style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><font size="2"><span lang="EN-US"></span></font></span><span lang="EN-US" style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><span style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><font size="2">再次双手掩面<span lang="EN-US">. <p></p></span></font></span><p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p><span style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><font size="2"><span lang="EN-US">&nbsp; <p></p></span></font></span></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><br/><br/>

樱乃

<p>＾＿＾ 笑笑。&nbsp; </p><p>先放松一下 呵呵 我周围飘着奶香气~</p>

離殤歌

<p>絕望。。絕望。還有什麽是我可以絕望的。</p><p>所有的一切都早已經是絕望的。</p>

洛丝玛丽

<font size="2">静坐在北京阴天的黄昏中&nbsp;&nbsp; 在想&nbsp; 。绝望？</font>

拔草非非

<font face="楷体_GB2312" color="#008000" size="2">我只是想拥抱整个黑夜<span lang="EN-US">.</span>给我无尽的旷野<span lang="EN-US">.</span>给我无穷的风<span lang="EN-US">.</span>给我无终的梦</font><span lang="EN-US"><font face="楷体_GB2312" color="#008000" size="2">. </font><p>祝做个好梦~~~安睡,直到天明.</p></span>

糀亊了�^

泪水背著光。安靜而悲傷