[2008.7.18 日光雨 Thank you]

困困

Thank you, for encouraging me to face all the possibilities.
Thank you, for giving me courage to say goodbye someday.
Thank you, for breaking all my unrealistic dreams.
Thank you, for telling me that I'm not that important as I think.
Thank you, for showing me that it's futile to fight with shadows in your heart.
Thank you, for bringing me more choices.
Thank you, for setting me free.
Thank you, for helping me hold my poisonous tears.
Thank you, for killing me tenderly.

I have to laught at myself. And I lost in my hopeless world.
I will never come back.

困困

你不会明白我内心有多么不甘。
是我高估了我的冷静淡漠无欲无求。
事实上我充满了占有欲和报复性。我憎恨被轻视，被遗忘。
我念念不忘的字句，
原来不过是说者无意听着有心的笑谈。
我自以为是的温暖，
最后是搬了石头砸了自己的脚。
那些，记不记得，原本没有那么重要，
只是你曾经说，你记得的过去，是精确到时分秒。
可是你连你对我说过什么都不记得了。
就算你不能给我想要的，也请给我公平，谢谢。
谢谢你让我从自顾自的骄傲中清醒。
我不是随便的花朵，
从今以后，不会再那样傻傻地开在你的角落。
我说到做到。