2009年10月3日星期六天气晴
Dear Diary,
Today I turned 21.
Then out of nowhere I felt the urge for going.
I just have to get away from all these.
I'm stuck here.
And I have to break myself away.
Truth is I'm getting nowhere.
Maybe I'm used to disappointments.
That's how I've been living.
I never fought for myself.
Never even think about it.
My life is never about me.
Yeah, it makes me a better person.
But what about you, K?
What about the life you had wanted?
You don't just sit there and get what you want.
You gotta fight your way out.
The way I choose to express myself is up to me.
Why am I supposed to get myself sweat all over?
It reminds me that I'm never out of the past.
I'll be on diet tomorrow.
That's the least I can do.作者: GBM 时间: 2009-10-4 21:15
2009年10月4日星期日天气晴
Dear Diary,
I wake up to the ringing of my cellphone.
It's a beautiful day.
What can I say?
Qu'est-ce que je peux faire?
I've always wanted one of those sweets.
Sunshine~
今天呢我发现自己不管是看书也好电视也好，在意的始终都是要听一个好故事。
可是一直以来沉浸在别人的故事里而忘记了去写自己的故事。
作为旁观者却忘记了自己的存在。作者: GBM 时间: 2009-10-10 20:19
2009年10月8日星期四天气雨
连日的阴雨心情也变得清爽起来。
发现日子轻快地向前滑去。
发现有写不完的作业。。。
还有看不完的书。。。
看不完的电影。。。
写作业还不够还要留什么看电影的作业。。。
那种老片子都要下很久。。。
可是心情却奇妙地清爽了起来。
因为好像看到一点自己的影子。
那个努力的样子。
那个忘我的样子。
不是忘记自己的存在。
而是在喜爱的事物中找到了自己的存在。
It all came back to me.
The passion I had.作者: GBM 时间: 2009-10-10 20:20
2009年10月9日星期五天气雨
下了课就一直在睡觉。
果然是适合的天气。
今天有一种很明快的心情。
会睡得很好的。
晚安~作者: GBM 时间: 2009-10-10 20:20
2009年10月10日星期六天气雨
Dear Diary,
I got this urge of wirting it all.
Like a biography.
Or a memoir.
I can't take it anymore.
I've got to do something.
It's a living torture.
I never thought it could hurt this much.
But now is the time.
I've come to this point.
I took it too seriously.
And I always know it doesn't have to be like this.
It's just that you have more useless genes which have great chances of passing down.
It's just that you're one of the worst cases.
It's just a fact you have to live with.
You were born with it, K.
It's not like you have cancer.
Don't be so pathetic.
You know there are people out there who actually die because they are really sick.
You are damn lucky to be breathing now compared with them.
So no more hidings.
Nothing to be ashamed of, nor afraid of.
You gotta live who you are.
Don't burden yourself with what hasn't come yet.
You worry too much.
Take a real break, will you?作者: 羁花 时间: 2009-10-10 23:02
没有什么会永垂不朽作者: GBM 时间: 2010-3-14 22:38
2010年3月14日星期日天气雨
今天的西安很温暖。
于是我开始郁闷的想要怎么处理带来的冬衣。
春天在西安总是短暂的。
这个总是温吞吞的城市却在春天逗留的时日里莫名地果敢了起来。作者: -左左在潜逃 时间: 2010-3-15 21:10
我很好奇你。作者: GBM 时间: 2010-3-18 14:49
2010年3月18日星期四天气晴