某日孤独终老。

妖小精

   
     循环播放着《她来听我的演唱会》，和这首《a day to be alone》一样，都许是 唱给自己听的罢。

     今早睁眼便问妈妈下雪了没有，见窗外一片一片的洁白，许是少了些，大抵却令我心花怒放。

     明暗闪烁的光景，突然错觉时光回溯。

     逐渐调整到两点之前便可睡着，之后却不断醒来，噩梦或自然醒，睡觉竟成一桩累人之事。

　   昨日藏匿在书店，天气不好，很旧很旧的风。

     买了Illustrator的工具书和两本用来消遣的读物，没有找到《浮生六记》和《我的抑郁症》，些许遗憾。

   　就这样罢。







试听：http://www.songtaste.com/song/892369/




A Day to Be Alone

She said I wonder when
It'll be my day
Cause Im not too far from breaking down
And all Ive got are screams inside
But somehow they come out in a smile
And I wondered if I'll always feel this way, this way

Tell me about those nights you stay awake
Tell me about those days you hated me
Tell me how you'd rather die alone than being stuck
here with me
And maybe youve fallen down
And maybe you, you took the long way home
Baby, you could never love you like me
And one day this will fade away
In the mirror, youll see your smiling face
And standing next to you will always be me, be me

One day you're gonna see things my way
You gave me so much room that I can breathe
All Ive got is pictures of you
I was nothing before and I started with you
But for some reason, its supposed to be that way, that way

If I could shrink it down
And put it in your hands
We made it hurt so much
I can't forget the past
Just tell me what to say, show me what to do
Then I could forgive me and I could forgive you

It'll be my day
Cause Im not too far from breaking down
And all Ive got are screams inside
But somehow they come out in a smile
And I wondered if I'll always feel this way, this way



Tell me about those nights you stay awake
Tell me about those days you hated me
Tell me how you'd rather die alone than being stuck
here with me
And maybe youve fallen down
And maybe you, you took the long way home
Baby, you could never love you like me
And one day this will fade away
In the mirror, youll see your smiling face
And standing next to you will always be me, be me

One day you're gonna see things my way
You gave me so much room that I can breathe
All Ive got is pictures of you
I was nothing before and I started with you
But for some reason, its supposed to be that way, that way

If I could shrink it down
And put it in your hands
We made it hurt so much
I can't forget the past
Just tell me what to say,
show me what to do
Then I could forgive me and I could forgive you





某日孤独终老

她说她总在想，
成功之日何时会来。
因为我接近崩溃，
我的身心在呐喊，但不知为何。
我只能一笑置之，
我总在想我是否还能继续保持这种状态。

告诉我你的不眠之夜，
告诉我那些你恨我的日子。
告诉我你如何宁愿独自死去也不愿跟我一起。
或许你已经倒下，
或许你走了很长的路。

宝贝，你永远无法如我爱你一般的爱你自己。
总有一天，伤痛都会消失。
在镜子里，你将看到自己的笑脸。
站在你身边的人永远是我，是我。

有一天，你会从我的角度看事情。
你给我如此多的空间让我呼吸，
而我所拥有的只有你的照片。
在我认识你之前，我什么都不是。
但是或许是缘分注定，
我们的认识是如此开始。
如果我能把回忆浓缩，
放入你的手心。

我们的过去如此悲伤，
我无法忘记过去。

告诉我该说什么，该做什么。
我才能原谅自己，原谅你。


而我，最大的悲哀就在于，这样的话。
我只能自己写给，自己。

蚀。

有段时间，一个人在家，反反复复地播《她来听我的演唱会》，不知为何，感觉苍桑

尤杜拉

是很沧桑啊