伤,心中无悔的刺痛

逍遥小米

<span style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">都市的夜是这么的繁华，而在这繁华的喧嚣之中有这样一个人是那么的孤傲仿佛周围的人群只是他的陪衬，而他只是独自一个人静静的漫步在霓红酒绿之间。那个人叫做岚。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"><br/></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">曾经他也有过海誓山盟，曾经他也少年轻狂的疯过。而现在他只是一个年已尔立的不愿意抬头的人。岚不喜欢阳光，因为阳光会使他温暖；他不喜欢抬头，因为他不想给自己希望；他不喜欢吐旧纳新，因为他无法丢弃过去。他只是个活在伤痛中的人。伤，是他心中无悔的刺痛。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"><br/></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">日复一日，岚游走在大街之上，不止为了生活，也为了回味那心中的痛。每次走在熟悉的街道上，那心底深处的伤疤又会再度揭开，一次又一次的揭开，一次又一次的结疤。他的心在滴血。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"><br/></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">有一次她问岚：你能爱我多久？岚低着头，一阵风能吹多久，足够吹开心中的结疤的痛；一阵雨能下多久，足够湮没我身体所触碰到的每一面；如果你问我</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;">,</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">我对你的爱有多久，足够我的心脏跳到力竭而止。。。她傻傻的笑了，轻轻的依偎在岚的怀中。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"><br/></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">可是事实往往是残酷的，诺言一点点的被社会践踏，感情一滴滴的被现实击溃。终于分开的日子，无可逃避的到来。第一次，岚哭了。流下了懂事以后的第一滴泪。他的心在滴血，可是他并不后悔。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"><br/></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">夜是如此的漫长，岚缓缓的步出公司的大门。依旧，低着头寻找着往日的记忆。他是个可怜的人，每天都活在痛苦的回忆之中，无法自拔。走着走着，熟悉的身影在岚的跟前晃过。他追了上去，是她。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"><br/></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">岚情不自禁的拦住了她，她也静静的望着岚。眼神是那么的平静，平静的好象她和岚的一切都没发生过似的</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"><br/></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">我有话对你说。。。。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"><br/></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">说好了</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;">&nbsp;<br/></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">可不可以原谅我的无理。。。。。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;">&nbsp;<br/></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">无所谓</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"><br/></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">无所谓。。。。。我们还是朋友吗？。。。。。。。。。。朋友不是单方面的。。。。。如果我愿意，可你。。。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;">&nbsp;<br/></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">我不知道，你觉得我会怎么想</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"><br/></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">。。。那我就明说我还想和你做朋友。。。我不想失去你。。。不管你愿不愿意。。我真的不想在在你我之间发生任何的误会，隔阂。。。因为我知道。。。我根本就不想这样。。。也许我在你眼中只是一个微不足道的存在。。。我也希望你能记得我这个朋友</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;">&nbsp;<br/></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">没等到她的回答，岚便调头离开了。他不想听到她的回答，因为她害怕，害怕心中的伤继续蚕食他疲惫不堪的身体。可她还是追了上来。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"><br/></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">我们不可能了。。。。希望你不要再记得我，请你把我忘了吧。我不值得你全心全意的爱。我受不起。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"><br/></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">岚没有声音，只是静静的离开。一直重复着每天的生活，反复煎熬着自己的灵魂。伤，是他心中无悔的刺痛</span>

幕ㄓ

轉的東西前面要寫好的。要是在別的論壇上發過。[em05]

幕ㄓ

<p>我是不是变成岚了?</p><p>难受 </p>