忧伤成河

茶水

<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 7.65pt; mso-char-indent-count: .85; mso-char-indent-size: 9.0pt;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">和朋友一起吃饭的时候，突然说起了今年的天气。往年泛滥的雨水，在今年却无比寂静，略显萧条。有时候也喜欢下雨的天，总会想起四年来撑着伞走在校园，难忘一幕与一幕之间的相隔，时间朝着消失渐渐面无表情，而我却有些寂寞的淡淡的笑滑过脸。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 7.65pt; mso-char-indent-count: .85; mso-char-indent-size: 9.0pt;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">流淌的忧伤，淹没了一段段纵横交错的目光。熟悉的也陌生了。闪着泪光的眼神成了忘念之间最后的一瞥华丽。金色的耀眼。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 7.65pt; mso-char-indent-count: .85; mso-char-indent-size: 9.0pt;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">希望美好的事情会永远，却也渐渐地习惯了这种自我欺骗。真实的沉重，却不能逃脱。现实总是现实，从不为谁而改变，渐渐被改变的或许只是每个人疲惫的心，被俘虏。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 7.65pt; mso-char-indent-count: .85; mso-char-indent-size: 9.0pt;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">忘记往事总是比记住往事困难的多。怀念或许本就是悲伤的，带着发丝般的脆弱，路过空旷的心底，蔓延成一片深色的河。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 7.65pt; mso-char-indent-count: .85; mso-char-indent-size: 9.0pt;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">推开的窗吹进了秋天的味道。一夜之后的狂欢，疲惫袭身。总是擦身而过，某生某世的相约于是也渐渐泛白。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 7.65pt; mso-char-indent-count: .85; mso-char-indent-size: 9.0pt;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">白的天。等着填充。阳光穿透了一切的单薄。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 7.65pt; mso-char-indent-count: .85; mso-char-indent-size: 9.0pt;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">春去秋来，你我都飞一般地在逃离。有时候，自己都对自己陌生。只是，所有的痛楚只有自己看得见，体会得到。这么多年的犹豫天性，努力在改变，却一事无成。丝毫的波动总会带来喧嚣一片，却无能为力。是自己的牢。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 7.65pt; mso-char-indent-count: .85; mso-char-indent-size: 9.0pt;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">日子依然行走在城市，暧昧的气味里盘旋着难以割舍的望眼欲穿。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt;"><p></p></span></p><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">其实，很多事情都已经瓦解成灰，只是自己仍在坚持。</span>

宋已凉

<p>消失这种事一直都在进行。年华的，你的，爱情的，我的，信仰的，他的……</p>

屁小姗

<p>消失不见.</p>