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[原创]今年过年不回家

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发表于 2007-2-8 07:55:19 | 只看该作者 回帖奖励 |倒序浏览 |阅读模式
<font size="5"><font face="新宋体">&nbsp;<font size="4"> 成都的冬天是阴雨绵绵的<span lang="EN-US">,</span>天上下着毛毛细雨<span lang="EN-US">,</span>冰凉的打在皮肤上<span lang="EN-US">,</span>眼泪很不争气的掉下来<span lang="EN-US">.</span>学校放假了<span lang="EN-US">,</span>有人陆续的拖着行李箱匆忙的走着<span lang="EN-US">,</span>他们是在赶往车站吧<span lang="EN-US">.</span>看着他们的背影<span lang="EN-US">,</span>我开始羡慕他们起来<span lang="EN-US">,</span>因为他们离家越来越近<span lang="EN-US">.<p></p></span></font></font></font> <p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; mso-char-indent-count: 1.5;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 新宋体;"><font size="4">家<span lang="EN-US">,</span>一个温暖的词汇<span lang="EN-US">.</span>即使它贫穷<span lang="EN-US">,</span>即使它充斥着沉默争吵<span lang="EN-US">,</span>即使是支离破碎的<span lang="EN-US">,</span>可它却总是让人觉得那么温暖<span lang="EN-US">.</span>在它的怀抱里<span lang="EN-US">,</span>可以卸下自己所有的伪装<span lang="EN-US">,</span>可以开心时放声大笑<span lang="EN-US">,</span>难过时偎依在妈妈的怀里哭泣<span lang="EN-US">,</span>可以闭上眼睛自由的呼吸<span lang="EN-US">,</span>张开双手静静飞翔<span lang="EN-US">.<p></p></span></font></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; mso-char-indent-count: 1.5;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 新宋体;"><font size="4">一直告诫自己要坚强<span lang="EN-US">,</span>即使再辛苦<span lang="EN-US">,</span>再累<span lang="EN-US">,</span>也不能哭泣<span lang="EN-US">,</span>更不能因寂寞孤独而退缩<span lang="EN-US">.</span>一个人走在校园里<span lang="EN-US">,</span>没有打伞<span lang="EN-US">,</span>任雨打湿自己的脸<span lang="EN-US">.</span>我想在这样下雨的季节<span lang="EN-US">,</span>可以不用伪装自己的坚强<span lang="EN-US">,</span>好好的哭一场<span lang="EN-US">.</span>因为你不知道脸上流着的是雨还是泪<span lang="EN-US">.<p></p></span></font></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; mso-char-indent-count: 1.5;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 新宋体;"><font size="4">今年过年不回家了<span lang="EN-US">,</span>妈妈在电话里要我回家<span lang="EN-US">,</span>姐姐今年也会回家<span lang="EN-US">,</span>尽管她离家最远<span lang="EN-US">.</span>我想回家了,我很想念他们<span lang="EN-US">,</span>我挚爱的家人<span lang="EN-US">.</span>我想回家了<span lang="EN-US">,</span>尽管我一再的对妈妈说<span lang="EN-US">,</span>我不是恋家的孩子<span lang="EN-US">,</span>我不想家<span lang="EN-US">.</span>可是<span lang="EN-US">,</span>我真的想回家了<span lang="EN-US">,</span>很想回家<span lang="EN-US">.</span>想拥抱妈妈<span lang="EN-US">,</span>想和爸爸一起聊天<span lang="EN-US">,</span>想躺在自己的床上美美的睡上一觉<span lang="EN-US">.</span>想到这里<span lang="EN-US">,</span>觉得心很酸<span lang="EN-US">.</span>尽管如此<span lang="EN-US">,</span>我还是不会回家<span lang="EN-US">,</span>因为我要在这里打工<span lang="EN-US">.<p></p></span></font></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; mso-char-indent-count: 1.5;"><font size="4"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 新宋体;">06</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 新宋体;">年的最后时间里<span lang="EN-US">,</span>我出了车祸<span lang="EN-US">,</span>右脚脚踝骨折<span lang="EN-US">,</span>肇事者在我闭上眼睛的那一刻<span lang="EN-US">,</span>匆忙的跑了<span lang="EN-US">,</span>消失在下着雾的早晨<span lang="EN-US">.</span>我本想扯着嗓子好好的哭喊<span lang="EN-US">,</span>本想趴在地上就这样沉睡过去<span lang="EN-US">.</span>不会难过<span lang="EN-US">,</span>不会说自己倒霉<span lang="EN-US">,</span>即使那时的自己是如此的狼狈不堪<span lang="EN-US">,</span>如此的脆弱<span lang="EN-US">.</span>事情已经发生了<span lang="EN-US">,</span>只能面对<span lang="EN-US">.</span>打电话给同学让他们帮忙叫车去医院<span lang="EN-US">,</span>给老师打电话请假<span lang="EN-US">.</span>安排好一切后才给家人说自己出了车祸<span lang="EN-US">,</span>不想他们担心<span lang="EN-US">,</span>可是我不想欺瞒他们<span lang="EN-US">,</span>我相信他们有这样的承受能力<span lang="EN-US">.</span>脚每天都很痛<span lang="EN-US">,</span>然后又检查出自己有中风<span lang="EN-US">.</span>本来不害怕的<span lang="EN-US">,</span>可是当自己的舌头处于麻痹的状态时<span lang="EN-US">,</span>手脚每天无意识的乱抖时<span lang="EN-US">,</span>我害怕了<span lang="EN-US">,</span>一个人在空荡苍白的病房里哭了一个晚上<span lang="EN-US">.</span>哭完就好了<span lang="EN-US">,</span>对着镜子努力的微笑<span lang="EN-US">,</span>笑一笑<span lang="EN-US">,</span>没有什么大不了<span lang="EN-US">.<p></p></span></span></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; mso-char-indent-count: 1.5;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 新宋体;"><font size="4">不是很担心自己的身体<span lang="EN-US">,</span>一直再担心自己的花费<span lang="EN-US">.</span>家里没有那么多的钱<span lang="EN-US">,</span>支付我们几个孩子的学费<span lang="EN-US">,</span>已经让爸爸妈妈觉得很是吃力了<span lang="EN-US">,</span>因为这样的事情还要支付额外的花销<span lang="EN-US">,</span>我觉得很难过<span lang="EN-US">.</span>每家都有自己的难处<span lang="EN-US">,</span>都有自己所要面对的负担和压力<span lang="EN-US">,</span>每一个人都在艰辛的活着<span lang="EN-US">,</span>每一个人都在角落里叹息<span lang="EN-US">,</span>偷偷的落泪<span lang="EN-US">.<p></p></span></font></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; mso-char-indent-count: 1.5;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 新宋体;"><font size="4">提前出院<span lang="EN-US">,</span>尽管医生一再阻拦<span lang="EN-US">,</span>可是我没有足够的勇气和力量呆在医院了<span lang="EN-US">.</span>拿着药<span lang="EN-US">,</span>自己一个人坐车回了学校<span lang="EN-US">.</span>定期去检查身体<span lang="EN-US">,</span>医生最后妥协放我走<span lang="EN-US">.</span>可以拄着拐杖一个人小心的走着<span lang="EN-US">,</span>我觉得很满足了<span lang="EN-US">.</span>生命如此的脆弱<span lang="EN-US">,</span>我很幸运因为我活着<span lang="EN-US">.</span>家人想要过来看我<span lang="EN-US">,</span>我很强硬的拒绝了<span lang="EN-US">.</span>很想让他们过来<span lang="EN-US">,</span>可是我选择自己一个人去面对<span lang="EN-US">.</span>我已经<span lang="EN-US">19</span>岁了<span lang="EN-US">,</span>已经是成年人了<span lang="EN-US">,</span>有责任去解决好自己的问题<span lang="EN-US">.</span>我不是温室的娇弱的花朵<span lang="EN-US">,</span>我是野草<span lang="EN-US">,</span>所以我很坚强<span lang="EN-US">,</span>所以我可以好好的照顾自己<span lang="EN-US">.</span>现在<span lang="EN-US">,</span>我已经好多了<span lang="EN-US">,</span>可以自如的走动<span lang="EN-US">,</span>只要按时的吃药去检查<span lang="EN-US">,</span>我一定可以好起来<span lang="EN-US">,</span>象以前一样好好的生活<span lang="EN-US">.</span>就象大姐说的那样<span lang="EN-US">,</span>一切都会好起来的<span lang="EN-US">.<p></p></span></font></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; mso-char-indent-count: 1.5;"><font size="4"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 新宋体;">今年不回家了<span lang="EN-US">,</span>休息几天去面试<span lang="EN-US">,</span>好好的工作<span lang="EN-US">,</span>我想借的钱应该可以马上还清<span lang="EN-US">,</span>这样就足够了<span lang="EN-US">.</span>这是我自己的事情<span lang="EN-US">,</span>我有责任和义务去好好的解决<span lang="EN-US">.</span>我想这也是自己真正独立的开始<span lang="EN-US">,</span>勇敢的面对就好了<span lang="EN-US">.</span></span><font face="新宋体"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt;"> </span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">有时候</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt;">,</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">很怕寂寞</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt;">,</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">也会觉得很辛苦</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt;">,</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">也想过找个肩膀依靠</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt;">.</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">可是最后发现最想依靠的还是自己</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt;">,</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">所以我放弃找一个肩膀依靠的念头</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt;">.</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">我相信</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt;">,</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">未来在某个地方一定有一个人在等着我</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt;">,</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">我能做的是在他遇见他之前</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt;">,</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">继续顽强的奋斗下去</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt;">.</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 新宋体;"><p></p></span></font></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; mso-char-indent-count: 1.5;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 新宋体;"><font size="4">新的一年是新的开始<span lang="EN-US">,</span>也是感恩的一年<span lang="EN-US">.</span>想要说谢谢的人太多了<span lang="EN-US">,</span>一直好好的活着<span lang="EN-US">,</span>是因为背后有人一直在默默的支持着<span lang="EN-US">,</span>一直默默的托着自己<span lang="EN-US">.</span>我不想说太多感谢的话<span lang="EN-US">,</span>我知道自己好好的活着<span lang="EN-US">,</span>紧紧的抓住自己的梦想<span lang="EN-US">,</span>努力的奋斗是最好的报答方式<span lang="EN-US">.</span>我能做的仅此而已<span lang="EN-US"><p></p></span></font></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; mso-char-indent-count: 1.5;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 新宋体;"><font size="4">人<span lang="EN-US">,</span>无论选择怎样的生存方式<span lang="EN-US">,</span>只要活着<span lang="EN-US">,</span>就没有解决不了的问题<span lang="EN-US">,</span>只要自己用心<span lang="EN-US">.</span>我的人生很长<span lang="EN-US">,</span>梦想还没有实现<span lang="EN-US">,</span>怎能因为暂时的困难而半路返航<span lang="EN-US">.</span>我不想向所有人保证什么<span lang="EN-US">,</span>我只知道我的事情自己面对<span lang="EN-US">,</span>自己解决<span lang="EN-US">,</span>因为我知道自己可以做的很好<span lang="EN-US">.<p></p></span></font></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; mso-char-indent-count: 1.5;"><font face="新宋体"><font size="4"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">人生应该有很多难题吧</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt;">,</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">可是那又能怎样呢</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt;">,</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">好好的面对就是了</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt;">,</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">不随便说沮丧的话</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt;">,</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">即使有些事已经注定是无力挽回的</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt;">,</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">可是在自己尽全力后在说吧</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt;">.</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">勇敢的前进</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt;">,</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">把握好自己的人生</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt;">,</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">开心的生活</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt;">,</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">对生活怀有感恩的心</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt;">,</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">平静面对就好了</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt;">.<p></p></span></font></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 24pt; mso-char-indent-count: 1.5;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 新宋体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 黑体; mso-ansi-language: ZH-CN;"><font size="4">不要在说为谁而活的话,每个人都是独立的个体,人只是为自己而活,即使有人陪在身边,可是自己的人生始终是要自己去面对的,不是吗?<p></p></font></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 24pt; mso-char-indent-count: 1.5;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 新宋体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 黑体; mso-ansi-language: ZH-CN;"><font size="4">只要活着,一定会有美好的事情,只要活着,就可以拥抱自己的幸福.<p></p></font></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 24pt; mso-char-indent-count: 1.5;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; FONT-FAMILY: 新宋体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 黑体; mso-ansi-language: ZH-CN;"><font size="4">今年不回家了,今年一个人的新年应该会很温暖吧。</font></span></p><br/>
沙发
发表于 2007-2-8 22:12:45 | 只看该作者
我不过年的。年三十晚上也是一个人放烟花。
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 楼主| 发表于 2007-2-9 04:09:30 | 只看该作者
一个人看烟火也不错,只要自己开心就好。
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发表于 2007-2-15 22:21:58 | 只看该作者
<p>    虽然现在还从未单独过年,我想以后应该会的.</p><p>    人生的路那么长,终究还是要一个人走的.</p><p>     </p>
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发表于 2007-2-16 19:39:50 | 只看该作者
现在在家,不知以后是否如此
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发表于 2007-2-21 06:47:17 | 只看该作者
<p>一个人怎么过年啊 看到人家都团圆了</p><p>自己心里多冷啊 过年一定要回家啊 要不爸妈会有遗憾的</p>
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