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<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="COLOR: green;"><font face="Times New Roman"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>ZIDANE</font></span><span style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="COLOR: green;"><font face="Times New Roman"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><p></p></font></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="COLOR: green;"><p><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="COLOR: green;"><p><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></p></span><span lang="EN-US" style="COLOR: green;"><font face="Times New Roman">ZIDANE</font></span><span style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">。走了。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="COLOR: green;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="COLOR: green;"><p><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="COLOR: green;"><p><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></p></span><span style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">柏林夏天的黄昏格外的长<span lang="EN-US">,</span>像是未泯的忧伤<span lang="EN-US">,</span>等待主角登场<span lang="EN-US">.</span>鲜艳色彩的球迷<span lang="EN-US">,</span>富丽堂皇的球场<span lang="EN-US">,</span>晚霞映衬的天空<span lang="EN-US">,</span>一切好似梦幻<span lang="EN-US">.</span>冠军在白色花片缤纷的时候乘风歌唱<span lang="EN-US">.</span>所有的激情<span lang="EN-US">,</span>属于支持意大利的激情<span lang="EN-US">,</span>彻底的释放<span lang="EN-US">.</span>可我却在北京暴雨过后的黎明<span lang="EN-US">,</span>独自望着渐渐发亮的天空<span lang="EN-US">,</span>眼前不断走过那个男人的背影<span lang="EN-US">.<p></p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><p> </p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">法国与巴西的比赛之前<span lang="EN-US">,</span>我不断地祈祷着法国获胜<span lang="EN-US">.</span>因为那样就可以继续看<span lang="EN-US">ZIDANE</span>的表演<span lang="EN-US">.</span>事实上<span lang="EN-US">,</span>他那天的演出堪称完美<span lang="EN-US">.</span>虽然有人说那场球是假球<span lang="EN-US">,</span>可是必须得承认<span lang="EN-US">,</span>我们已经久违了<span lang="EN-US">ZIDANE</span>的那种无畏的状态<span lang="EN-US">.</span>于是法国继续前行<span lang="EN-US">,ZIDANE</span>继续演出<span lang="EN-US">.</span>媒体和球迷都在猜测他的最后一场谢幕战是在何时<span lang="EN-US">.</span>当时我正在忙于会考与期末考试<span lang="EN-US">,</span>我不并不能将完整的我浸泡于世界杯之中<span lang="EN-US">.</span>但我还是心存着一些期许<span lang="EN-US">.</span>等待着<span lang="EN-US">.<p></p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><p> </p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">顺利地过了葡萄牙这一关<span lang="EN-US">.</span>雄鸡拔牙<span lang="EN-US">.C</span>罗的假摔在<span lang="EN-US">ZIDANE</span>迅疾的点球面前显得那么的可笑<span lang="EN-US">.</span>因此我也知道<span lang="EN-US">,</span>谢幕之战在决赛<span lang="EN-US">.<p></p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><p> </p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">在等待决赛的时间里<span lang="EN-US">,</span>我看到电视上许多人都认为是意大利赢<span lang="EN-US">.</span>的确<span lang="EN-US">,</span>凭心而论<span lang="EN-US">,</span>这届世界杯意大利最具冠军相<span lang="EN-US">.</span>可是也有许多人<span lang="EN-US">,</span>都在含蓄的表达着<span lang="EN-US">,</span>我们喜欢<span lang="EN-US">ZIDANE.</span>我们要一场完美的谢幕<span lang="EN-US">.</span>赛前看到回顾<span lang="EN-US">ZIDANE</span>在皇马的最后一场比赛时<span lang="EN-US">.</span>全场的球迷高举着<span lang="EN-US">5</span>号牌<span lang="EN-US">.</span>看着他一次一次地对球迷招手表示谢意<span lang="EN-US">,</span>我的眼泪夺眶而出<span lang="EN-US">.<p></p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><p> </p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">生于<span lang="EN-US">1972.</span>内德维德在加纳黑色的狂欢中和德国金色的阳光下单膝而跪<span lang="EN-US">.</span>菲戈在法国继续前行的喜悦与黄金一代就此终结的遗憾中黯然退场<span lang="EN-US">.</span>而<chsdate wst="on" year="2006" day="10" islunardate="False" isrocdate="False">七月十日凌晨</chsdate>的这场决赛<span lang="EN-US">,</span>则为我带了一个毫无征兆的背影<span lang="EN-US">.</span>与<span lang="EN-US">2002</span>年阳光下的悲伤不同<span lang="EN-US">,</span>这次是预约的诀别<span lang="EN-US">.<p></p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><p> </p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">在我写字台的上方<span lang="EN-US">,</span>有一张海报<span lang="EN-US">.</span>是<span lang="EN-US">ZIDANE.</span>所以好多来过我家的人都知道我喜欢<span lang="EN-US">ZIDANE.</span>决赛前的最后一个白昼<span lang="EN-US">.</span>我在吃午饭<span lang="EN-US">,</span>忽然想起<span lang="EN-US">,</span>那张海报是正反两面的<span lang="EN-US">,</span>正面是<span lang="EN-US">ZIDANE,</span>而背面是——意大利国家队的合影<span lang="EN-US">.</span>我突然恍惚起来<span lang="EN-US">.</span>那张海报是<span lang="EN-US">2003</span>年的<span lang="EN-US">.</span>难道命运的车轮从那一刻起就驶向柏林<span lang="EN-US">.</span>决斗的双方已被提前秘密决定<span lang="EN-US">.</span>开球前的几个小时<span lang="EN-US">,</span>我默默地注视着<span lang="EN-US">ZIDANE</span>的眼神<span lang="EN-US">.</span>猜测不出他在看向何方<span lang="EN-US">.</span>但知道他在向前奔跑<span lang="EN-US">.</span>无法解读他内心的渴望<span lang="EN-US">,</span>却明白<span lang="EN-US">,</span>他即将退场<span lang="EN-US">.<p></p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><p> </p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">决赛在北京的黑暗中到来<span lang="EN-US">.</span>外面下着暴雨<span lang="EN-US">.</span>哗哗的雨声不断地流向黑夜的深处<span lang="EN-US">.</span>像无处追寻的记忆<span lang="EN-US">,</span>一去不复返<span lang="EN-US">.</span>一直没有睡觉的我显得很困倦<span lang="EN-US">.</span>不得不一次一次用凉水洗脸<span lang="EN-US">.</span>以保持清醒<span lang="EN-US">.</span>我对整个过程看得并不是太仔细<span lang="EN-US">.</span>但当摄影师把镜头拉向柏林上空的时候<span lang="EN-US">,</span>我看见辉煌的球场在德国的黄昏中美伦美幻<span lang="EN-US">.</span>像电脑游戏里的画面<span lang="EN-US">.</span>我知道<span lang="EN-US">,</span>沉寂的黑夜里<span lang="EN-US">,</span>幻觉不可避免<span lang="EN-US">.</span>我以为只有到比赛结果出来的时候我才会清醒过来<span lang="EN-US">.</span>可是<span lang="EN-US">,</span>那个把英格兰吹回家的阿根廷裁判向<span lang="EN-US">ZIDANE</span>出示了红牌<span lang="EN-US">.</span>北京的夜在那一刻给了我前所未有的安静<span lang="EN-US">.</span>我看着场上发生的一切<span lang="EN-US">.</span>并不觉得突兀<span lang="EN-US">.</span>也没有为<span lang="EN-US">ZIDANE</span>遗憾<span lang="EN-US">.</span>我很奇怪自己为什么会这样<span lang="EN-US">.ZIDANE</span>的背影与金光闪闪的大力神杯擦肩而过的时候<span lang="EN-US">,</span>全世界有多少喜爱<span lang="EN-US">ZIDANE</span>的球迷潸然泪下<span lang="EN-US">.</span>可我只是觉得恍惚<span lang="EN-US">.</span>因为我无法阐释这个瞬间<span lang="EN-US">.<p></p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><p> </p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">就像是一个人行走在荒野之中<span lang="EN-US">,</span>漫无目的<span lang="EN-US">.</span>不想思索世界的真相<span lang="EN-US">.</span>不想抵达任何尽头<span lang="EN-US">.</span>只是淹没于从四面八方涌来的云雾之中<span lang="EN-US">.</span>不见天日<span lang="EN-US">.</span>比赛的结果没有任何问题<span lang="EN-US">.</span>我坦然地接受了失败<span lang="EN-US">.</span>看到意大利队员幸福地举起大力神杯的时候<span lang="EN-US">,</span>我突然想起那张海报<span lang="EN-US">,</span>一个<span lang="EN-US">ZIDANE,</span>一整支意大利<span lang="EN-US">.</span>然后我居然为<span lang="EN-US">ZIDANE</span>感到庆幸<span lang="EN-US">.</span>要是<span lang="EN-US">ZIDANE</span>自己举起奖杯时<span lang="EN-US">,</span>会不会孤单<span lang="EN-US">. DYING IN THE SUN </span>的旋律开始在心底悄然流淌<span lang="EN-US">.<p></p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><p> </p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">法国能走到最后已经算是不错了<span lang="EN-US">.</span>很多人都在质疑<span lang="EN-US">.</span>为什么<span lang="EN-US">ZIDANE</span>在最后的时候不能冷静一下<span lang="EN-US">.</span>有人说他还不是神<span lang="EN-US">.</span>所以也会犯错<span lang="EN-US">.</span>可当他的头像被投影在庄严的凯旋门上时<span lang="EN-US">,</span>球迷一起沿着香谢丽舍大街走来时<span lang="EN-US">,</span>主持人说这更像是一种朝圣<span lang="EN-US">.ZIDANE</span>的眼神久久地望着远方<span lang="EN-US">.</span>我已然默认<span lang="EN-US">.</span>他是神<span lang="EN-US">.<p></p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><p> </p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">我在天色发亮的时刻睡去<span lang="EN-US">.</span>没有做梦<span lang="EN-US">.</span>一切安稳<span lang="EN-US">.</span>我只是感觉有个背影在慢慢行远<span lang="EN-US">.</span>我的心底没有感伤<span lang="EN-US">.</span>只有恍惚<span lang="EN-US">.<p></p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><p> </p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">再次回到生活<span lang="EN-US">.</span>班级的群里有个很喜欢意大利的同学<span lang="EN-US">.</span>他说<span lang="EN-US">ZIDANE</span>在犯傻<span lang="EN-US">.</span>我很是愤怒<span lang="EN-US">.</span>我尊重意大利的胜利<span lang="EN-US">.</span>他们当之无愧<span lang="EN-US">.</span>但是我不允许任何人侮辱<span lang="EN-US">ZIDANE.</span>因为我们都没有资格<span lang="EN-US">.</span>那位同学说这就是命<span lang="EN-US">.</span>我忽然觉得我对这个世界的人充满了抱怨和愤恨<span lang="EN-US">.</span>于是我点击了推出该群<span lang="EN-US">.<p></p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><p> </p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">ZIDANE</span><span style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">任性了<span lang="EN-US">.</span>以在法兰西的红牌开始<span lang="EN-US">,</span>以在柏林的红牌结束<span lang="EN-US">.ZIDANE</span>在面对球迷热情的欢呼时有些羞涩<span lang="EN-US">.</span>不知想些什么<span lang="EN-US">.</span>是不是一切都结束的太过突然<span lang="EN-US">.</span>把一个没有了<span lang="EN-US">ZIDANE</span>的真相抛给我显得太过沉重<span lang="EN-US">.</span>看着电视上煽情地讲述着<span lang="EN-US">ZIDANE</span>的足球生涯时<span lang="EN-US">,</span>我沉默地像个死人<span lang="EN-US">.<p></p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><p> </p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">我只知道<span lang="EN-US">,</span>我想说点什么<span lang="EN-US">.</span>可是北京的天又亮了<span lang="EN-US">.</span>我便苍白的语无伦次<span lang="EN-US">.</span>恍惚而不得静止<span lang="EN-US">.</span>那个男人的背影一次一次地被回放地从大力神杯边走过<span lang="EN-US">.</span>试图在让我确定<span lang="EN-US">.</span>他已经离开<span lang="EN-US">.<p></p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><p> </p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">不知道他要去哪里<span lang="EN-US">.</span>我还是觉得困倦<span lang="EN-US">.</span>好似在梦中沉的过深<span lang="EN-US">.</span>也许对于<span lang="EN-US">ZIDANE</span>的离开<span lang="EN-US">,</span>悲伤要在将来的某一天才慢慢开始<span lang="EN-US">.<p></p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><p> </p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">ZIDANE.</span><span style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">我那么爱你<span lang="EN-US">.</span>我们那么爱你<span lang="EN-US">.<p></p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><p> </p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;"><p></p></span><span lang="EN-US" style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">2006</span><span style="COLOR: green; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt;">年的夏天。我十七岁的雨季。<span lang="EN-US">ZIDANE</span>。走了。<span lang="EN-US"><p></p></span></span></p> |
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