※ 小孩 ※ (长却经典)

离人殇 · 发表于 2006-8-30 05:43:07

<span style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial;">后来我老了。年轻时的我，完全没有想过有一天会在这样的一个下午被流转的阳光吸引，看着琐碎的色线在眼前交缠、萦绕，又渐渐消失。往事突然就氤氲开来，眼睛痛痛的，刺刺的……<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial;">还依稀记得，以前每当有这样的下午，小孩总是会乖乖地躺在我身边，捧着一本书，用我的胳膊当枕头。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial;">看得累了，常常就会把手在阳光下舒展开来，盯着指缝里的光辉一点点泄露，一点点蔓延，她露出两颗虎牙很好看地对我笑。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"> ONE <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial;">遇见小孩是件相当意外的事。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial;">那时正是高一，我从书店回家，远远地就听见了有人打架的声音。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial;">然后我看到一个娃娃脸梳着马尾辫的女孩正被一群小流氓围住。虽然不知道事情的原委，但是看到有女孩被欺负却一走了之也不是我的作风。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial;">那个女孩完全处于劣势，却出惊人之语：“难道你们不怕萧远找你们算帐吗？”<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial;">看来这个名字足以吓退那群小流氓，因为萧远是我们学校传说中出了名的打架头子。但是这番话同时也震惊了我。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial;">当女孩像打胜的士兵踢着正步意志昂扬地往回走时，我终于忍不住了。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial;">“喂。”我叫住了她。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial;">女孩用惊恐的目光盯着我。我发现她戴着<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">MELODY<span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial;">的发夹，眼睛一闪一闪地很可爱。我忍住笑意：“你和萧远是什么关系？”女孩的目光突然变成嚣张的得意，昂着头说：“他是我哥哥哦。”<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial;">我走过去，忍不住笑起来拍拍她的头：“乖妹妹，哥哥给你买糖去。”从那天起，小孩就名正言顺地当了我的小跟班。我们的教室在不同的教学楼里。中午放学，小孩就会跑到我教室门口，背着书包安静地站在阳光下，直到看见我出来就哇哇地叫起来。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial;">我从来没有带雨伞的习惯。每当下鱼的时候小孩都要辛苦地帮我撑伞，让她那么小的个子帮我撑，看起来十分有趣。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial;">小孩有个很好听的名字，小洌。每次我笑她硬要扮大人读这么高的年级，小孩就会一本正经地掰着手指给我计算“我是提早入学，而且读的是五年制，又因为你生病休学了一年，就这样蹦上来咯！”<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial;">被她算得不耐烦了，我就轻轻敲她的头用教训的语气叫她“小孩”。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial;">她假装很疼的样子跳开，小虎牙张扬地笑着，脸红得像一个小番茄。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial;">那年的冬天来得特别早，我门这个古老的城市里叶子簌簌地落了一地，到处都是冻结的影子。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial;">圣诞节那天飘了一场大雪。我下楼看雪，惊奇地发现小孩在我家旁边转悠。她没带围巾也没带手套，脸被风吹得通红，我高兴地叫住了她：“你怎么会在这里？”<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial;">小孩的脸显得更红了：“这里住了一个重要的人，我想过来看看。”<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial;">我打趣道：“不会是男朋友吧？”<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial;">“不是，只是我喜欢的人。不过今天他不在家。”<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial;">“那去我家好了，就在旁边。”<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"> <span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">

离人殇 · 发表于 2006-8-30 05:44:11

<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial;">小孩也没有推辞。她一进门就哆嗦。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial;">我心疼地看着她从背包里拿出给她的圣诞礼物，一只陶制的杯子，粗粗的陶土颗粒在上面不整齐地堆积，发出莹莹的蓝光。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial;">小孩说：“这是我亲手做的哦，既然碰到你，就送给你好了，不准摔坏了。”<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial;">我把杯子放在一边，见她还没有吃饭，就开始做午饭给她吃。所谓午饭，其实也只不过是将泡面放在电锅里煮软，再加一个蛋，一些葱花。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial;">看着小孩饿得狼吞虎咽的样子，很是滑稽。吃完饭，她用袖子将嘴抹一下，九骑着单车离开了。这个没礼貌的小孩，连谢谢都没有说就走了，而我却对着她留下的那个杯子，盯着看了一个下午。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial;">我可以想象她手忙脚乱地和泥，塑型，画线，烧制的样子。也许泥巴还会溅到她的脸上。想着她那个脏脏的样子，我越来越觉得这个看起来粗粗的陶土杯是那么有趣。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial;">那个被小孩喜欢的男孩子一定也是和她一样小孩子气吧，两个小孩子在一起该多有趣啊。我忍不住想到。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial;">也许那也是我希望看到的结局。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"> TWO <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial;">过了那个暑假我们就要读高二了，校园里的香樟树已经长得很高很高。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial;">小孩有时候会去我们班，找我一起去走廊的一侧看云聊天。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial;">我的教室在二楼的拐角，一低头就可以看见香樟树的树冠，小孩喜欢将手伸到下面去探树冠，却总是差一点。我笑她手短。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial;">小孩就坚定地看着我的眼睛，说：“等我们毕业的时候，它一定可以长到栏杆这里了。”然后她会跳起来摸摸我的头，嚣张地笑起来：“我也许会长的比你高哦。”用手蒙住嘴的那种傻傻的笑。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial;">我不屑地说：“你要真比我高我就认你当姐姐。”<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial;">小孩嘀咕了一句：“才不要当你姐姐。”<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial;">“所以啊，”我掐了掐她的脸，“你乖乖地做我小跟班好了。”<span style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"> <span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">

离人殇 · 发表于 2006-8-30 05:44:35

<span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">其实小孩不止是我的小跟班。小洌是传说中的天才少女的名字。曾经在中考创造过五门满分的奇迹。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">可是小孩却完全对这些没有兴趣，我从来没看见她认真地看过书，也从来没有见过她像那些拼命追赶她的人一样天天算计过分数的得失。小孩最大的兴趣就是看书店里那种一天四毛的小本漫画。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">当我骂她堕落的时候，她用像鹿一样淘气的眼睛看着我：“有时候，我看一半就去猜女主角接下去是会表白呢还是会给男主角一巴掌，哈哈，真是太有意思了。”<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">有时候我会看见她在临摹那些漫画，线条很干净，明暗也处理得非常好，果然是天才少女。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">只是她画的人物始终没有柔和的眼神，都是和她一样倔强，一样坚硬的目光。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">小孩的家里只有她一个人，所以我经常去她家煮泡面给她吃，起码比她干啃面包会多一点油水。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">她只有通过银行前面的那架自动取款机取出一沓人民币时，才会想起那两个给她生命的人。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">小孩父母的照片我看过，是很有修养的那种人，职业套装穿在身上恰到好处，我无论如何也无法想象出他们吵架的样子。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">“吵得多了终于疲了，”小孩说，“久了就有经验了，碗要一摞一摞地摔才好听，而盘子要一个一个地摔才有气势呢。”她说的时候满不在乎，好象在说别人家的事。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">小孩的爸爸妈妈将家里的盘碗摔到只剩下两个，终于各自离开了家门。其实小孩也并没有哥哥，受了伤她就像只小兽，默默舔拭自己的伤口，然后默默自己痊愈。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">我站在她身后说：“其实你应该要很想他们才对。”<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;">

落日幻觉 · 发表于 2006-8-30 08:12:04

后文呢???

忤肆 · 发表于 2006-8-30 17:33:13

楼主是新蕾迷吧？~

离人殇 · 发表于 2006-8-30 19:25:30

<span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">小孩背对着我洗碗：“才怪呢，谁要想？一个人多快乐，没有人六点钟就把我拖起来出去跑步；没有人不准我吃街边小摊上的东西；没有人管我几点回家和谁出去；没有人会今天会下雨记得带雨伞；没有人问我在学校里累不累。什么都没有人管，什么都没有人问……”<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">我看着小孩瘦削的肩膀不再说话。我突然很希望自己就是她哥哥，亲哥哥。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> THREE <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">那段时间，我追小诺追得很辛苦。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">这个我追了三年的女孩子有着长长的黑发，会用细长白皙的手指在钢琴上跳跃。洁白优雅的脖子微微向前倾斜着，穿着白色蕾丝裙，安静得像一只小天鹅。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">她和小孩是一个班的。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">每次我去找小孩，总会看见她坐在教室的角落里，阳光的影子长长地映在她脸上，会让我觉得心很静很静。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">有时候我会跟小孩打听小诺的事，零零碎碎地知道些片段，也就很满足了。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">小孩被我问的多了，就用暧昧的眼神看我：“你不是对小诺有什么企图吧？”<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">“胡说，我只是觉得她很像我妹妹，很乖的感觉。”<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">“不要骗我哦，我可是看了无数少女漫画的啊。”<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">“小孩子想这么多累不累啊。”<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;">

离人殇 · 发表于 2006-8-30 19:25:48

<span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">小孩翻了我一个白眼：“你不要对她有什么企图哦。”<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">“为什么？”<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">“因为，我觉得她总是不说话也不笑，心理好象很阴暗。”<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">“胡说，你才心理阴暗呢。”<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> FOUR <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">我经常在外面打架。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">我说过，我是学校传说中出了名的打架头子，小混混。我的顽劣足以让每个对我给予厚望的人伤心，但是我总是在他们面前掩饰得很好。所以每次我打完架，就会先去小孩家。她总是乖巧地拿出一条干毛巾，慢慢地帮我擦着脸上，还有身上的血迹。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">小孩的手碰到那些伤痕的时候会不自觉地颤抖，眼神会变得很惊慌，甚至不敢直视我。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">我问小孩：“你害怕了？”小孩还是那么倔强地摇头，又继续帮我擦上药酒。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">小孩好象从来没有干涉我行为的意思。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">只有一次，我开玩笑吓她：“说不定哪天还要你去街上帮我收尸呢。”她突然就生气了，把毛巾扔在地上，把我关在了房间的外面。隔着厚厚的门，似乎有很小很小的抽泣地声音。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">外面开始下雨，小孩走了出来：“不要再打架了好不好？”是疑问句，用的却是肯定的语气。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">“这不可能的。”我不敢看她的眼睛。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">“那要是你不见了，我该怎么办啊？”小孩的眼泪和窗外的雨交织在我眼前。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">“我只是随口说说，你不要当真了。”我开始慌了，从小我最没办法的事情就是看见女孩子哭泣。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">“我就是当真了！”小孩越哭越响。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">我手足无措，不停地哄她。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">小孩说：“你不许去打架了。”<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">我也只好答应。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; 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离人殇 · 发表于 2006-8-30 19:29:07

<span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">然而，这件事似乎就像没发生过一样。我继续出去打架，然后再去小孩家弄伤口。她也再没有提过不让我打架的事。可能当时是小孩子的任性吧，我这么想。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">我还是惹出了大事。一个没有月光的晚上，我被一大帮来寻仇的混混堵在了巷子里。木棍砸在头上的声音，垃圾筒被打翻的刺鼻气味以及各种狰狞的脸在我面前摇晃，最终交织在一起，我的眼睛渐渐模糊……<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">最后是小孩找到了我，她呆呆地望着我，直到我醒了才委屈地大哭了起来。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">我忍住浑身的疼痛拍了拍她的头，让她去搬救兵。小孩却倔强地用她才一米六的个头扶着一米八的我渐渐往回走。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">我们蹒跚地走在寂静的街上，数着一盏盏昏暗的路灯。突然，我看见地上有水滴下，滴答，滴答。我诧异地看着小孩。她没有说一句话，脸上有隐隐约约的泪痕。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">我心疼地问她：“怎么了？”她仰起脸，撅着嘴呢喃道：“鞋蹭脏了呢。”<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">我勉强地掐了掐她的脸：“真是小孩子。”<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">我们就一起笑了起来。笑得很大声，很放肆，我连眼泪都笑出来了。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> FIVE <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">晚自修的时候，我们常常会站在走廊里聊天。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">有一次我怎么也找不到小孩，最后终于在走廊的尽头发现了她。那个小傻瓜正愣愣地对着星星发呆。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">听见了我的脚步声，小孩转过头，眼神很空洞。我轻轻地问她：“怎么了？”<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">小孩突然哭了起来：“我不知道怎么办，我不知道怎么跟他说……”<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">我心里一沉，他就是小孩说的那个住我家旁边的“重要的人”？<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">然后小孩就开始絮絮叨叨地说那个男孩。小孩说那个男孩骑一辆很帅气的蓝色跑车；小孩说那个男孩笑起来连星星都会放光；小孩说那个男孩每天早上会给她带一瓶还热着的牛奶。小孩说：“今天他说他喜欢我，我该怎么办？”小孩哭得很彷徨。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">我问她是不是就是那个“重要的人”？<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">小孩想了一下：“恩，他住在那里。”<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">我笑她傻：“既然这样，就接受他。”<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">小孩没有回答我的话，只是叹了一口气：“我也不知道我为什么不接受。”<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">我们一起沉默了。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; 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离人殇 · 发表于 2006-8-31 04:35:40

<span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">突然小孩用惆怅的语气说：“你也会交女朋友的，对吗？”<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">我拍拍她的脑袋：“废话。”<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">小孩说：“你不能不交吗？”<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">面对这么奇怪的问题我不知怎么回答。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">她似乎妥协了：“那至少，你交了也不能让我知道。”我好奇地问：“为什么？”<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">小孩说：“我看见你们在一起那么好肯定会生气的。而且我也只准你对我一个人这么好，哪怕，仅仅是我一个人这样认为。”说完，她又蹦进教室了。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">我想着她的话：“而且我也只准你对我一个人这么好，只对我一个人，一个人……”<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">四月的第二个星期天是小孩的生日。早就约好了要去她家煮长寿面吃。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">小孩意外地打扮得漂漂亮亮，穿着白裙子，乐颠颠地捧着我给她煮的面。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">我往热气腾腾的面上吹了一口气，蒸汽浮上小孩的脸。小孩咯咯地笑了。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">还记得笑声中我们的脸是那么年轻。但是，从那天起，我们的关系似乎就开始冷淡了，小诺逐渐接受了我的邀请，我的世界里，小诺占据了全部的位置。小孩再也没有出现在教室门口等我吃饭了。那个她以前一直站着的位置阳光还是那么明亮，只是似乎少了一些什么东西，阳光再也温暖不起来。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">我终究还是没有答应小孩的话，小诺在不久之后就成了我的女朋友。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">小诺给我织了一条红色的手链，上面有一颗她在西藏祈来的会发出幽蓝色光芒的天奇石。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">当我们一起坐在食堂吃饭的时候，远远就看见小孩跑过来，急冲冲地问：“萧远，你有女朋友了？”<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">小诺有教养地坐在一旁没有出声。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">我点点头。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">小孩盯着我们手上一模一样的手链很久，没有说话。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">突然她拿起前面的一杯可乐，喝光，挤出一个笑容：“嘿嘿，你也终于找到婆家了啊。”然后她转身离开，留下了一个背影，仿佛在微微颤抖。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">我原本以为小孩会一直就这样跟在我身后，不管我有没有女朋友，一切都不会改变的。然而就在那天之后我再也找不到她了。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">在我们那么大的学校里，存心要躲一个人是一件很容易的事。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">终于有一天，在回家的路上我又看见了她，她正坐在一辆蓝色跑车后面，骑车的是个笑起来连星星都会发光的的男孩。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">他似乎很照顾小孩，车骑得很慢，还不时回过头去对小孩说些什么。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">我骑到他们面前：“小冽，这么巧啊。”<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">小孩看见我，呆了一下，突然跳下了那辆车。<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;"> <span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; mso-hansi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">我问她：“你最近去哪里了？怎么都找不到你。”<span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial; FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 9.0pt; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体;">

离人殇 · 发表于 2006-8-31 04:37:02

<p align="left" class="MsoNormal" style="LINE-HEIGHT: 13.5pt; MARGIN-BOTTOM: 0pt; MARGIN-RIGHT: 1.3pt; MARGIN-TOP: 0cm; TEXT-ALIGN: left; TEXT-INDENT: 28.45pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.71; mso-char-indent-size: 10.45pt; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;">小孩笑起来，不在乎地说：“你也从来没有跟我说过你去哪里了啊。” 我莫名地生气起来：“好，那以后我们各走各的，我再也不管你了。” 小孩走上前，怔怔地看着我，打了我一巴掌：“死萧远，该死的萧远。” 小孩就这么哭着走了，我在后面看着她的背影，渐渐消失在那头，却终于没有上前去。 当我回家的时候，我看见那辆蓝色跑车在一个十字路口左传，我，右转。 不是同一条路。 我回到家，想起小孩说过的话：“这里住了一个重要的人，我想过来看看”，“只是我喜欢的人”，“不过他不在家”。我似乎隐隐约约感觉到了什么东西，只是我不敢去想。我和小孩，终于像我说的，“各走各的”了。 SIX 很久以后的一天，我像往常一样慢悠悠地回家。在门口，我看到小孩，呆呆地坐在台阶上，玩着面前的一群蚂蚁。 小孩的妈妈在有美丽鸽子飞舞的布拉格广场站稳了脚跟，要带小孩去那个浪漫的国度。 这个属于离别时候的气氛一点都不对，我们一直在打打闹闹，似乎一切都没有改变过。我们还是高一时候的我们，高一时的小冽和萧远。要走的时候，小冽终于安静了，掰着手指给我定规矩。 小孩说： 第一， 你不准把我送你的杯子摔坏了。 第二， 你不准再叫我小孩了，我叫林小冽。无敌青春林小冽哦。 第三， 你不准不给我写信，不给我打电话。总之，你不能忘了我。 第四， 每年我生日你都要煮面哦，就算我已经吃了。 第五， 你的头发要经常剪啊，长了很难看的。 第六， 你找个好婆家不容易，不要对不起人家。 第七， 你不要打架了，我看见那些伤痕其实很难过很难过的。 ……小孩说着说着，突然换了一种眼神，惆怅得我不知所措。小孩说：“要是你一不小心把我忘记了，怎么办呢？” 我拍了拍她的头，动作比以前温柔了很多，缓缓地告诉她：“林小冽，青春无敌的林小冽，我萧远，怎么也不会忘记你的。” 小孩如释重负地笑了，从口袋里掏出一只似乎放了很久的木头鱼，很普通的那种，有着粗粗的线条和粗糙的手感。小孩固执地一定要亲手戴在我的脖子上，才离开。 “姑娘，去吧，我会给你打电话的。”我突然换了称呼，连我自己都没有发觉。 小孩回头看了我一眼，仿佛要把我牢牢地记在她的脑海里。 SEVEN 在这次又想起来小孩之前，我已经很久很久没有想起她了。我发现我的确正在慢慢，慢慢地将她遗忘。 现在回想起来，我居然把小孩的嘱咐都忘了——那个杯子在一次和小诺吵架中摔破了。小孩的生日我也早就不记得了。我的头发现在几乎可以扎起辫子。 我还是像以前一样出去打架。只是打完之后再也没有地方好去，就默默地坐在路灯下，数着一个一个和我一样寂寞的影子。 那只木头鱼在我一次打架时突然破了，里面藏着一张纸条，字迹一看就知道是小孩那一手好看的楷体字：“一切永远都不会改变了，我只是你的一个亲爱的小孩。” 我突然就想起了小孩那天用忧伤的语气说：“要是你一不小心把我忘记了，怎么办呢？” 我一动也不动地躺在床上，眼睛好酸，好痛。痛得我眼泪不住地流了下来。 —THE END—

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